-Le taking nap on couch-
*phone rings*
Me: *answers it and gives it to desired person*
-goes back to couch to nap-
~minutes later~
Kapri: *plays music on family computer*
Me: 'mer...' *goes back to sleep*
-seconds later-
Gma: 'MATTHEW!' (from the other room)
Gma: 'Are you hungry?'
Me: 'not really...'
Gma: 'yes you are. It's dinner time.'
Me: 'ok...'

When I think about my first kiss… I still get all giddy and happy. I might have been just another kiss to you but to me it was special… I liked the idea and the feel of your lips against mine… The connection I thought I felt was wonderful, but to you it probably wasn’t even there… I felt special… Wanted… Loved… But obviously I wasn’t… Oh well.

I just watched today’s episode of The Legend of Korra. It was so aggravating. omg. I just wanted to freakin’ Ugh! omfg. i swear… It was irritating, knowing neither of us can do anything about it. LMAO okay i’m done. but seriously i was like growling and grunting and getting frustrated at the T.v. omfg 

shows how good of a series it is. -__-

Off to take the SAT wish me good luck please. :c

Hypocrite, Hypocrite, hypocrite. My brother just told me I waste money and water by taking showers for (what he thinks is) too long. I only take one shower a day, and I’m not sure how long I take, but I doubt it’s that long. Besides he freaking takes two showers a day, when he thinks it’s necessary for him, if not he still has his one shower a day too. so he can be quiet. not only that. but he leaves the lights on because he’s afraid of the dark. oh grow up we’ve been living here since we were born. so he thinks I waste money. i checked, he wastes more than i do. and trust me, and he does. not just by wasting electricity and water but by getting everything he wants.

Retrospect

Looking back, at my Middle school days. I was more reserved, shy and quiet back then. I never had much to say. But I’d always have a smile on my face. According to fellow peers. One time this random girl came up to me, and asked me, ‘Why are you always smiling?’ I answered, ‘Oh I was smiling.’ Looking back, I think a better answer would be, ‘Why not?’ No one really cares that you’re sad. Of course your friends care. But random strangers don’t, they’d be all, ‘stop crying and grow up.’ (and of course they wouldn’t say that but they’d think it.) So smile. A complete stranger came up to me, to ask why I seem so happy all the time. 

Me: *texting: LOLOLOL*
Phone: *autocorrects: polio*
Me: ...

When other people don’t know I’m gay.

It’s funny, when other people don’t know I’m gay. I thought I was quite obvious… LOL anyways~ when I’m with a group of people who don’t know, except for one other person. and I hint/joke about me being gay, and I start laughing, and everyone else is lost, except that other person who knows what’s up, starts laughing along with me, and then s/he is all, ‘hahah I get it’ Then we high five. Idk. I just find it priceless.

Teacher: ’Do Not use your own definition! There is a universal definition to the American Dream! If you don’t know it, search it online.’
-Later that Day-
Me: *types: universal definition of the American Dream*
Google:  ‘There is no universal definition of the American dream but there is various definitions depending…’
Me:  -___-;

.. What is the definition of the American dream?

I swear, today was like ‘sexually harass Matthew day.’ well just in RO… LMAO